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I was sitting here thinking. That I need to move on… I need to listen to what people have told me. Maybe I do need a boyfriend, maybe I do need a significant other to share with… But the question is where do I begin? How do I look for someone. This thought has been on my mind for a while. But today I was thinking… Will he be someone like you? And the answer is that no. He will be nothing like you. Because the same way that I have loved you and as much as I cared for you and as much as you cared for me you hurt me. We went through so much. Now the person that is here for me is nothing like you. He is here regardless. I know he wont hurt me. Hes family. I love him. But of course no where will I find someone like you. Babe, you were my everything. I still think and wonder if you would have been back and if we did have a second chance would we of worked out? It has been 8 months that I have been with out your voice, your nagging, your complaining. It had been a while since I had taken a look at your picture, and last night when I did. I cried. I hadn’t cried myself to sleep like I did last night. But all I want to know is if it is okay to move on? Can you please help me? Can you send me a sign? I don’t want someone like you. Cause with all your love you brought so much pain. But your love over powered it! So please help me and guide me and don’t send me someone like you.