Well. Yesterday was the nine month mark of my boyfriends death. I was watching the movie One Day and Idk. I didn’t finish watching it. But it seemed pretty good. But anyway. There was a scene where Emma and Dexter are riding in his convertible having a great time. Well that was what happened in my dream last night. I was with him. I picked him up from a place and we rode down to a place that I have never been. But all my old neighbors were there. And the loudest one yelled at the top of her lungs “He’s back! And look who he is with! I always knew that he was going to choose her.” He never said anything to me. Not in the car and not when we got to our destination. He was having a good time and so was I. As soon as he looked at me I smiled. And for some reason a ring that I have stood out to me. I haven’t worn rings in a long time especially not gold ones. Well this ring has a set of hands holding a green flower. But I don’t know what any of this means. After nine months I still have his phone number saved on my phone. But I’m glad I saw him. Cause I hadn’t seen him in such a long time. I still love him. I don’t think that will ever change.
