I honestly hoped for things to be better. I really don’t know who I was kidding. It sucks. Wednesday was the only good day. Yesterday was alright until the night. There are things that I saw that I wish I didn’t. I wish things were different but they aren’t. Fuuuck I hate my life right now. I wish I could just take my mom’s and sister’s pain away. But I can’t. There’s nothing I can do. I just have to pretend that nothing is wrong and that I don’t know anything. I wish I could just escape….